Hello to all the followers/readers and apologies for the lack of posts. It’s been over a year and don’t I know why, but like many I am unsure where that year has gone? Some time and now passed and I am now ready to share with you as to why my guilt has been removed. These blogs also act like a kind of confession…. So … Continue reading I guess it’s time

Where should I start? Tier 4 was introduced this week so I felt that now was a good time to write this. Since the 21st of May I have not written and for that I apologise. Before I start I will say that there will be ups and downs in this blog but bear with me. It is also a slightly longer blog but then again … Continue reading FUCOVID

I have not written for some time and for that I could give a thousand excuses but until things are more settled with regards to dementia Dad, my writing mojo has wained some what but recent events got me thinking so here is my latest offering. And before you ask; Dad is STILL in hospital becuase no home will take him… but that is truly … Continue reading Resilience

I woke in the middle of the night last night and this kept running through my mind, so I thought what the hell. I got up wrote a load of barely legible notes down and here I am basking in the English sun in my garden taking my virtual pen to paper. Now for those who do NOT do social media and follow my blog … Continue reading #FOMO

When I first moved to Andover, I knew 1 person. Frankly it was as much use as a chocolate teapot and I felt very alone. The kids were not at any school yet and it was a huge learning curve. I had never lived anywhere where you had to drive everywhere to get anything done. I never forget the first time I met my neighbour … Continue reading Mental health

Firstly, apologies for the tardy blog. In my last blog I explained that things had been hard so here goes for an insight into caring. When you think that nothing else can come in its way it really does with a tonne load of shit! So, what can I say life has got in the way in more ways than one? A job change, another … Continue reading Sorry about my care.

I saw a friend the other day who asked if I was ok. Ok because I have not written for a while… I have written but I have held of publishing for now so panic not you will understand when you eventually read it but yes keeping up a blog is hard especially if you’re not sure if people enjoy reading it?! I see the … Continue reading Broken pieces

Sometimes our kids or small adults say things which surprise us. Side swiping if you know what I mean. On a couple of occasions recently both of these adults have made comments that have made me sit back and think you know what these are good people, which albeit I knew because I am biased, but by good people I am mean that they are … Continue reading Silver linings for my daughter

I guess I was in a little bit of denial. If the truth be told I guess I was not really prepared for it. In all honesty I think in my heart of hearts I had hoped that this situation would have been averted by his death. Dad is to be moved by the end of the year, infact it could be as soon as … Continue reading The Time Has Come

This time last year we had the same problem. Dad is very very low and we cannot seem to fathom what is wrong. Last year and the year before Dad talked about suicide. Nothing new if you read my blogs but it still does not make it any easier especially as he only discusses such delight with me. On Saturday I called Dad as I … Continue reading Knives